I'm Hereeee

I am on the train with only an hour left to go and i am sooo happy. I am probably sounding like a spoilt brat today but i atually dont care. I am soo happy that i finally get to see Jack. It feels longer than a week and i cannot believe i made it this far really. I aboslutly hate being without him and dont intend on leting it happen again for long. I think i could cope with a week now ive done it, but i dont like a week its too hard. maybe 3 - 4 days will be best. I just dont know how i would cope if we had to be apart for a proper reason. Lets just hope that doesnt happen. On my way through England i have been people watching, not just on the train but on the country side. I saw this amazing place just outside Bristol i think, with a river that overflowed over a wall and went into another river, and people were playing in the shallow bit on top of the wall and they could swim init and it came up to about thier wasit. I just wanted to jump in aswell. I am a big water person, the only thing Jack doesnt like i love, and i really wanted to just get in there with them.It looked like such fun. Living in the middle of a cit inst exactly a good place to live if you love water as much as i do. Swimming is my favourite past time, and i cant even do too much of that as i get addictive and then start going health crazy. It drives everyone around me insane with worry and just plain insanity as they dont know what to do with me.  Another reason i am very much looking forward to going to Selsey, as i am very excited about the beach that Jack lives by. It its a depressing beach, you know the ones, deserted and for good reason as they are rubbish, then i will be very upset. I love the sea and i love swimming init. I remember once when me and a massive group of friends went to Barry Island, yes Gavin and Stacey Fans, the real Barry Island. Anyway we were in rubber dingies and we went abit far out i suppose, not past the line that they had rudely inserted across the bay. A life guard swam out to ask us if we needed to be taken back in. We all looked at her as if she had gone crazy. I suppose we were 14 / 15 at the time. But i truly thought she had gone mental. Why would i want to be back in the shallow area with all the little kiddies splashing me and getting seaweed all over me. No thanks, i was fine exactly where i was. That was floating in a rubber dingy, i was safe as i could swim and there were no currents by where we were floating. Plus titch was with us not in a dingy and could grab us and swim us back if needed. and as i tried not to point out to the life guard, shewas obviously watching us closely anyway, so we were fine.
I seriously think that sometimes people are so untrusting of teenagers. Its like she thought we were going to swim out furthurjust to spite her or something. A teeny bit mental i suppose.