Three days in counting.

Selesey countdown...3 days until i am back with the lovely Jack and back to me sleeping again. I really cannot wait. Its not even been a week, I really dont understand why Im so dependant on him. Not that im complaining anyway.
Last night was the first night back with the friends from Newport, and it was a good night. Everyone got along and life was easy, first time for everything i suppose. Its a shame not everyone was there, but thats not my problem. I will miss them, but i am back in august and hopefully they will be easier to encourage to go out. I can only wish i suppose.
I want to go out with the uni girls, as i miss them aswell. I really want to see them as im not use to being on my own so much and Nat and Molly are a very good distraction. I miss the duck costume and the tiger pj's that they run around in. And the drawing a dead body outline in the middle of our houses at uni so it looks like there was a crime. I miss those times. Bring on september, when i can be free again.
Dont get me wrong. I love my mum to bits and i have accepted that i have to look after her and hel out as much as possible. But im not use to her being around so much anymore. I really dont understand why she feels the need to constantly walk around my room and move things and take the rubbish bag from my room, (when its not even full).She's drinving me insane, and for anyone out there who has a parent who suffers from depression of anyone you know, i honestly feel for you.
I really need to get a life, lets be honest, moaning about my mum and moaning that I havnt seen my boyfriend for a week, very sad. very very sad.

For years people have told me to write down my thoughts and feelings to make me be able to express myself. Something i obviously cant do, which is silly as i am an English student. no matter how hard i try i just cant seem to connect enough to anyone to be able to tell them how i feel to their face. In the middle of an argument with my boyfriend (Jack) i will storm out as i cant express myself (and i don't want him to see me cry as well). So maybe this will help.
I have been at uni for a year now and have loved the majority of it. Ive had a messy break up of my two year relationship and have delved straight into another one pretty instantly. I'm currently back at home waiting to go to Selsey to be with Jack for his 21st and his sister’s wedding. So basically I'm bored obviously. My mental friends have been skyping me and it made me realise how much i miss them. I'm spending my days with CSI and my kindle (which i absolutely love, just so you know). I suppose i should get on with editing this page, or it will never be done.